what happen?

I was 57kg rite now, soon it will be 67kg maybe, who knows rite. In my mind, you have to be thin , you have to! But till now what happen. What's on my mind is FOOD . EAT . haihh, how la nak kurus kan. Like shit lah! Benci, when I see those pics of girl that wear their legging , what the hell, cantik nye kaki kau, look at mine? hmm.